Letters to the One I Love

To The Future

2007-09-11T02:00:00.000-05:00

Honey Bear,

Times have been rough over the last year, and I am so grateful that you have stuck it out and supported me. Now that we see the light at the end of the tunnel, I wish to do the same for you. I want you to know that whatever you choose to do, work, school or stay at home, I will support and help you. I know there are many things to do yet before these events can take place, but I want us to start planning and setting goals to accomplish something. You are a beautiful and smart woman, and you can do anything you set you mind to, just believe it.

Love,
Sidney

Forever My Love

2007-09-04T02:00:00.000-05:00

Dear Honey Bear,

I thank the Lord every second for putting you in my life. You are the rock that has steadied me and the hope that kept me going. Thank you for being so strong and patient with me in these times of trials and tribulations. I am so proud of you.

Despite this last week, things are looking up and I foresee great things for us as individuals and as husband and wife. You are now and will forever be my Honey Bear. The reason you are my Honey bear is because you are sweet and golden in heart like honey and as soft, warm, cuddly and secure as a teddy bear. Fore this reason the thought of you will be in my heart and mind, and you will be held safely in my arms against my chest never to be let go or taken for granted.

I want you to continue to stay strong and to grow as we start to settle in, and to start looking to the future as to where you want to go and be as a person. In whatever you choose I will be there to help and support you.

Love,
Sidney

Greatful Mate

2007-07-05T02:00:00.000-05:00

Dear Honey Bear,

You turned my life around. I was deep in despair and complacent with life, but you showed up and life became a challenge again. You made me want to live and achieve greatness. I hope and pray every day that we will travel this journey called life to the tops of the highest mountains together.

Love,
Sidney

Memorial Day Blues

2007-05-28T19:00:00.000-05:00

Dear Honey Bear,

It's Memorial Day, and I feel so alone without you. This day is used a lot to spend time with family and friends, and you, the number one family member in my life, are so far away from me.

I have been working a lot to deal with the loneliness, but it still doesn't make it go away the way you do. Right now I am sitting down by the pool surrounded by people having fun, but I'm not having any fun because I know none of them and your not here.

To The Love Of My Life

2007-05-25T02:00:00.000-05:00

Dear Honey Bear,

I am so proud of you. Your being the loving and caring woman I always dreamed of being my mate. You want to take care of your family. You stand beside me despite the finacial problems we have been enduring. Your such a wonderful, strong and independent woman.

I love you and thank you for being there and sticking it out during these tough times that we are having. I am truly sorry from the bottom of my heart for having put you into the living situation we are in, and I promise to get us out and you into the home and life you deserve. I also promise to give you the wedding of your dreams that you so richly deserve. I can hardly wait for the day I watch you walk down the isle dressed in white.

Your such a smart and wonderful woman and as soon as we can I want you to focus on finishing your education. Together we will conquer the world.

I thank the Lord every single day with every breath I take that He has given you to me, and has healed my heart enough for me to give myself to you.

Love,
Sidney

Who Is The Love of My Life

2007-05-24T02:00:00.000-05:00

The woman of my dreams goes by the name of Kathy, to me she is my Honey Bear. I meet her online through the game of World of Warcraft. She is a bright and beautiful woman. She's exactly what I always wanted in a soul mate, she is smart, cares about family and is very loving and caring.

Every day that she is in my life she makes it brighter and better. When I see her smiling face, no matter what is wrong or keeping me down, I feel exuberant and elated. Knowing that she is by my side makes the troubles in life worth struggling and working through.

Right now she is many hundreds of miles away from me taking care of her injured sister. One day soon she will return to me to be in my arms to hold and kiss again. I miss her so much.

Love,
Sidney

Too Cheer Up My Down Mate

2007-05-23T02:00:00.000-05:00

You are my sunshine my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are grey
You'll never know dear how much I love you
So please don't take my sunshine away

The other night dear as I lay dreaming
I dreamt that you were by my side
Came disillusion when I awoke dear
You were gone and then I cried

You are my sunshine my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are grey
You'll never know dear how much I love you
So please don't take my sunshine away

To you my love, your so far away and sad. I wish I could be there to hold you in my arms and tell you how much I love you and to stand beside you and help hold you up. But be as it may you are there on your own with me supporting you with my thoughts and with my soul from hundreds of miles away. I know you are going through a difficult time, torn between your families needs and your missing me. I want you to be strong and take care of your mother and sister(s), and know that we will be together again soon.

Your a wonderful, capable and stong woman. You just need to see it and put your foot down and do what you know is right in your mind and heart. I love you and will always be there for you.

Love,
Sidney

Lonely Heart Crying

2007-05-21T02:00:00.000-05:00

Honey Bear,

You left yesterday to go and help your family in their time of need. I tossed and turned all night worried about you on your trip. I wish I could have gone with you and be by your side. You mean the world to me.

I went to do some contract work today, and all I could think about the whole time is you, wondering what you were doing, what you were thinking. I'm not typically one to cry or show when I'm down, but I feel on the verge of tears with loneliness because your so far away from me.

I know that you won't be gone long, but it still hurts knowing your so far away. I love you and miss you, so please hurry home to me as soon as you finish taking care of your family.

Love,
Sidney

A Letter to the Woman I Love

2007-02-14T02:00:00.000-06:00

August 28, 2006 I found myself 800+ miles from were I lived in a strange town on my way to meet a woman I had met on line. That woman happened to turn out to be the love of my life, you Kathleen.

This story starts only a few months earlier, with me joining the same guild as you in the game World of Warcraft. At first I rejected any advances by you as I was courting someone else. As we started talking and grouping together. The more we talked the more I felt a bond, and the further I felt from the girl I was courting.

On August 27th I hit the road at approx. 8:00 pm E.S.T. with every dime I had to come and get you. Through all kind of obstacles, I trusted my heart and you, and pushed my way to you and brought you home into my life. I was absolutely terrified that I would drive up to your front door and find that it was some huge joke, or even worse some "Silence of the Lambs" pervert. This couldn't have been further from the truth. Instead of some prankster opening the door, there was this angel standing there. I fell in love with you the moment I saw you. There was no more doubts, worries or fears, just shear exasperating joy.

It was rough for us the first couple of months as we had to deal with my/our ex-roommates and their snobby attitudes, but through it all our love and devotion for each other grew stronger. Even with all our struggling to get stabilized and build a home for each other, my love still grows stronger for you everyday.

I love you Kathleen. You fill the empty hole in my heart. From the day I picked you up, I have just felt that it was right. I love spending time doing things with you, and watching you grow and come out of that shell you have built around you. Your a beautiful, bright and loving woman, and I love you with everything that I am.

Love,
Sidney